The Good Slut!
He slumped on me and I could taste every breath.
Images flash in my mind, longing for death.
He took my body, he took over my mind.
In what twisted nightmare is this supposed to be kind?
Infecting everything I’ve ever known or ever will know.
Please, don’t look at me, in my face forever will it show.
Muted inside and out, I lay strewn on the bed, lifeless.
He was supposed to love me, this is incest!
Unable to move; numb from the waist down.
So many tears, be kind and let me drown.
Unable to feel the burning in my stomach; only the decaying of my soul.
My sanity he’s taken my innocence he stole.
Tracks of dried tears cover my face, showing my shame for all to see.
How could you, why did you do this to me?
With each blink of my eyes, I feel the emptiness grow.
Will you leave me alone, if I slice my wrists and let the blood flow?
My teeth start to hurt from the clenching and grinding.
Are you done yet, please loosen my bindings.
I try to scream, whimper, anything, but my jaw stays locked shut.
Your whispered words my demise “Your such a good slut”.